Wow. So, I guess I’m really doing this escort thing. Not exactly the business I’ve ever pictured myself starting…Bought a special pay as you go phone yesterday and a fair amount of “sexy” underwear. I just think it’s awful, I feel fat and disgusting in it.
But, there are apparently men out there who like that sort of thing. Who am I to judge? I just need the money.
I’ve resigned myself to this course of action, it’s my only option, so no point in getting worked up about it anymore. I guess my biggest fear is that I’ll get up and running, start a website, advertise and nothing will happen.
That would suck.
Though, maybe I’d be a tiny bit grateful as well…
abyssusabyssum 